decompensation

D E C O M P E N S A T I O N

Posted by trouble on April 8, 2002, at 18:41:06

SWEAR WORDS!! SORRY SWEAR WORDS, NEXT POST WILL BE CLEANER

     I THOUGHT I WAS GOING UP AND HE THINKS I'M GOING DOWN, I CAN TELL WHEN MY
     DOCTORS DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION I'M GOIN IN SO WHY DON'T THEY JUST COME OUT
     AND SAY SO

FIRST I WOULDN'T EVEN ADMIT THERE WAS ANYTHING WRONG W/ME 20 YEARS AGO I
WOULDN'T EVEN COP TO A FACICAL TIC AND LOOK AT ME NOW HA HA HA

     MAYBE ALL I EVER HAD WAS A FACIAL TIC AND THEY DID THIS TO ME IF YOU HANG
     AROUND THE FUCKERS LONG ENOUGH THEY'LL PRONOUNCE THE GODDAMN DOORKNOB
     SCHIZOAFFECTIVE AND THEN SAY NOW DON'T GET ALL HUNG UP ON THE TERMINLOLOGY
     HERE AFTER SAYING THE "D" WORD MAN LIKE IT'S NOTHIN WHEN EVERYONE KNOWS THE
     NEXT STOP'S THE MORGUE
     DO THEY TAKE THEIER OWN WORDS SERIOUSLY OR NOT?

     DOES ANYTHING THEY SAY MEAN ANYTHING IN THE REAL WORLD? BUT THE SAME WORDS
     STAND UP IN COURT? AM I FOCUSING ON BULLSHIT TO KEEP FROM HAVING TO DO MY
     WORK?

     IT TOOK TEN YEARS TO ADMIT I WAS HIGHSTRUNG THEY KEPT TELLING ME SOMETHING
     WAS WRONG OK FINE NOW I AM 100% CRACKED AND I'M TELLING EVERYONE ALL MY
     CLIENTS IN PERSON I'M A PSYCHIATRIC PATIENT AND IF YOU DON'T WANT ME HANGING
     AROUND NO PROBLEM AND THE ONES I CAN'T SAY IT TO IN PERSON I ACT IT OUT OVER
     THE INTERNET AND IT'S TIME TO STOP HIDING I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE PROUD OF ME
     AND SAY IT'S ABOUT TIME YOU START TELLIN THE TRUTH AND BE NOT ASHAMED OR
     RETALIATIATING OR HANGING MY HEAD BUT NO, ALL OF A SUDDEN, BOTH MY DOCTORS
     ARE LEERY AND THEY WON'T ADMIT IT, WHY DO THEY DO THIS? DOES ANYONE ELSES
     DOCTORS FUCK W/ YOUR HEADS OR IS IT ME? IT MUST BE ME, IF THEY ALL DO IT, THAT'S
     PATHOLOGY, THE HAPPIER I GET THE MORE SOLEMN THEY GET WON'T ADDRESS NOTHIN
     AND I AM FEELING DOUBLY POSSESSIVE ABOUT MY STIGMA RIGHT NOW DO I HAVE A
     RIGHT TO BLOW MY TOP OVER STIGMA OR DOES THIS MEAN I'M GOING DOWNHILL?????

THANKS
TROUBLE

This above post, originally published here, got me blocked from my online community for two weeks. As Dr. Bob put it, "Sorry, but we've already discussed potentially offensive language."

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